if you could see your future inside a glass of water
a photo from a few years ago, but still a favorite.
lan has been super stressed all week about a test he takes today, super stressed. you don't really know landon unless you've seen him stressed. i'm the worst wife in the world but sometimes it takes everything i have to not laugh at him when he's like this, yeah i know, laughing doesn't help the situation, but i've never seen anyone get so tense. i've heard stories about tim (his dad) in college that sound eerily similar, one time he rubbed his eyebrows completely off while studying for finals. well last year when lan took his first really hard engineering class he was studying for finals and i came home to him literally pulling his hair out and talking to himself. i tried everything to help out, i brought him a snack, i brought him water, i massaged his shoulders, i offered to help with his homework (haha) then finally i called tim and asked what the best thing for me to do is. he said "just leave." so i did and now when lando starts getting a little feisty with his hair and starts mumbling under his breath i quietly slip out the door a suppress my laughter... at least until i get to my car. ever since tim let me in on that little "just leave" secret we've had one very happy engineering student and one very happy wife. i shouldn't be laughing at my husbands expense but maybe this will make it better: landon is so smart. he is in the mechanical engineering program here and let me tell you, this ain't no art degree. that boy gets up before class and studies, goes to the library between classes and studies, and studies right when he gets home until right before he goes to bed, the poor guys usually eats his dinner at his desk. i'm gonna get all personal for a second. i feel so crazy lucky to be married to landon. the other day i was thinking about when he proposed (almost 4 years ago!) and how little i knew about him then. and i know 4 years from now i'll say the same thing about today. but i'm constantly surprised by him, he is such a good and kind person, such a hard worker, makes me laugh every day and just straight up good lookin'.