you better know what you're fighting for
Today I started thinking.
Today it felt like I had the next year of my life figured out. I know the exact classes to take and the exact days to take them. I know what days I'll work and what shows I'll be working on. I know I'll graduate in 2012. I know a lot of things but the things I don't know.
Today I thought that the next year could bring me a baby. But today I thought the next year could... not.
Today I thought more about grad school. What program I would do, what schools I could get into, where I would do my internship? Research or counseling? Clinical or community? It's exciting to think about!
Today I thought that 4.5 years hasn't given me a child, but 4.5 years has given me perspective on myself, a solid relationship with my Heavenly Father and my husband. 4.5 years has given me an education.
Today I realized that if 2012 doesn't bring me a baby, another year will.
... and "you and I, we'll be fine." We will be fine. I will be fine.