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12.6.11

old lies

Ugh. I'm one big, huge, giant, humongous ball of negativity today.

Every one of my siblings went to Les Mes this weekend. (besides James, cause he's in Peru spreadin' the word) Les Mes, my most favorite musical ever? Yes, the very one. My family? The group of fly people who can always make me laugh? Yes, the very ones.

A group of my friends had a girls weekend in Salt Lake this weekend, which I missed because I'm (kind of) responsible and work/school/money took the forefront.

I live in Idaho.

And last and most definitely least. My due date was today. The baby we wanted more then anything in the world? Yes, the very one.

So. Negative. Just a little bit. I know, I know, I know "it could be worse" and "think of the starving children in Africa" and "don't be ungrateful" and "count your blessings" and "at least Lando is really good looking" but this is my blog and this is how I feel and I want to complain. So there you have it. I can only go up from here, right? Right. To say I'm very ready for new week would be a huge understatement.

14 comments:

Kathryn said...

yea, that is crappy. Sorry. I would complain too. Sometimes I call it "venting" just to make myself feel better. I mean, even fireplaces need proper venting so that the house doesn't get all smokey. You are just making sure your house doesn't get all smokey while still providing a nice warm ambiance.

The Webbs said...

kate i love you!! like i told you on the phone i have been thinking about you everyday of june. i cant wait for you to meet your sweet baby once they decide to make an appearance. i wish i could take away some of the pain. you are the best kate.

Becca said...

sometimes you just need those days to vent and be grumpy. sending positive thoughts your way.

brandilyn said...

all the things that could be worse don't change the fact that it's a hard day. be sad while you need to be sad...it makes the happy even better when it's time. i love you.

Mallory Camille said...

complaining can be therapeutic. I don't think there is anything wrong with having those days, it helps you move forward. I wish I could do something. miss you.

Bekah: said...

Dang it Dix.

I thought it was today actually. I had the 13th stored in my head.

I missed you all weekend.

robin said...

ugh. i'm sorry.

angela hardison said...

sorry you had a rough day, kate. wish i could have given you a real life hug this weekend! we really missed you.

Megs said...

i'm so sorry you were having a bad day!! i second someone else's comment that even though things could be worse doesn't make your day less hard. it's okay to let out very real and human feelings. i hope you have a better day! i wish i could be there for you!

communikate. said...

ah man, i'm sorry. i hate being left out of family things. HATE it.

i concur with angela, i wish i could've given you a BIG hug as well. next year?!

lauren said...

i've struggled to find the words to tell you to help you feel better, and i can't think of much. i know this is hard, i know. just know that you're in my thoughts & prayers.

mindy said...

I love u lots kate. I wish we lived closer to eachother. I like venting sometimes. We all do. Hugs to you. People who say "it could be worse" can just shove it. We all have our own pain that is SO difficult for each of us. Love u to pieces! Hope we can hang out sometime in the near future!

hkfarnsworth said...

im sorry you were feeling negative. I know how you feel darling. i live on an ISLAND!??? haha. but its still no fun to miss out on cool things. Keep your head up. Soon you will both be done with school and back to somewhere close and settled. and it will all be worth it.

abby said...

i missed you katey-poo! can i call you katey-poo?