until i can't

this semester i'll be at school 4 days a week, taking 20 credits, rehearsing 3-4 evenings a week (crossing my fingers, still!) working a few hours here and there, trying to keep lan from sneaking another dog into this family (i'm done, so done) and trying to keep my laundry from rearing it's ugly head.

so if you don't hear from me, or if my hair looks like this for the next 4 months. don't panic.

i feel sort of crazy but i am so heartbroken about june. 2 for 2 really gets me. i took her leash out of the car today and burst into tears. maybe i'm extra emotional (okay, i'm for sure extra emotional) but i'm bummed...and kind of bitter about this whole thing.