bored with me

i need to throw lots and lots of stuff away. i'll start with my dresser, work my way to the office, and hopefully finish in the junk cupboard in the kitchen. i need to finish and post pictures. i need to actually attend my online class. i took it in the hopes it would be easier then a regular class, as they usually are, who'da thought it would actually take effort? i need to renovate my apartment, i think it's time for a furniture move. i need to stop watching dateline/law and order and freaking myself out and watching more t.v to try and forget about it, ending in bedtime later then i planned. i need to say i love my new job. i need to somehow make my brothers and and step-dad forget hunting exists.
because i want my husband back.